So, i'm not really feeling any better about my life. Since my last post things have gotten so much better. Now, my oven doesn't work, so we can't cook, and my cell phone is off. Plus, my car is on the verge of break down again. Also, the withdrawal effects from lack of medication is laying havoc to my body. Not to mention my mind.
The S.O. hates me and my new job only makes me feel more worthless because i'm getting paid an unimaginably low wage to do a ridiculous job.
Plus, yesterday, a kid i hired ten years ago came into my new work. He's now a financial manager and I'm relegated to helping him as the moron half my age i am working with tells him how he's training me.
but, it's a job, right? i half prayed the tire on my car would blow out on my way home tonight so i'd end up in a hospital and not have to face my life for at least a little while. but then i realized, i have no insurance and that would only throw me farther in my debt.
have i driven away every last reader with my cheery disposition?
oh well, fuck it.
perhaps i'll change today to "FUCK IT Friday." has a ring to it.Labels: Fucked., Porn Star Friday |
